Sri:
SrimathE Gopaladesika mahadesikaya nama:
Dearest all,
Parakala nayaki when seeing the very Lord Himself gets carried away with His
Parathvam and forgets that she was longing to unite with Him. She performs
anjali..
maivaNNa naRungunci kuzhalpin thaazha
magaramsEr kuzhaiyirupaa dilangi yaada,
eyvaNNa vencilaiyE thuNaiyaa ingE
iruvaraay vandhaaren munnE ninRaar
kaivaNNam thaamaraivaay kamalam pOlum
kaNNiNaiyum aravindham adiyum aqdhE,
avvaNNath thavarn^ilaimai kaNdum thOzhee!
avarain^aam dhEvaren Ranci NnOmE
thozhee - oh friend! The one who wishes to know and enjoy my anubhavam!
Listen.
mai vaNNam â dark collyrium like colored
naRu kunji kuzhal â most fragrant dense tresses
pin thaazha- hanging beautifully at the back of the head
makaram sEr kuzhai iru paadu ilangi aada- the fish like ear studs swing both
sides shining and glittering;
yey vaNNam â with an arrow capable of being aimed at;
vem silai thuNai aa- with the strong bow;
ingE- at this place- where I am now talking to you;
iruvaraay- bringing another one with Him
vandhaar- came here in front of me;
(that time- what I saw is this)
kaivaNNam â the hands (palms)
thaamarai- were like the red lotus flowers;
vaay â the curvy mouth was like
kamalam poalum- the red lotus as well
kaNNgaLin iNaium aravindhamâ the pair of eyes is also like the red lotus
flowers
adiyum a:dhE- the lotus feet are also the same (beautiful red lotus flowers)
av vaNNatthu avar nilaimai- such a beautiful divine appearance as my nAyakan
(husband)
kaNdum â though I had seen such an enchanting appearance;
dEvar enRu anjinOmE- thinking that He is the very God Himself and I was afraid
of considering Him as my nAyakan.
When seeing the Lordâs exquistite unmatched beauty, sowndharya, laavaNya, and
His prowess (veerya, shakthi, thEjas), AzhwAr realized that He has to be
Supreme Lord and hence it was difficult for Parakala nayaki to consider Him as
the bharthA (husband). The AzhwAr first considered the Lord as Bhagavaan and
slowly transformed to the state of nAyaki to Him with an intense love for Him..
Thus when the Lord appeared in front of her (nayaki), first she found herself
going back to the AzhwArâs initial phase and hence could not mingle with the
Lord then and there immediately. That state is being addressed here in this
verse so beautifully.
His dark thirumEni is overshadowed by the dark black desne tresses that hang at
the nape of His neck.
If He comes alone, perhaps she would have considered Him as the husband. He
came as a pair along with another one.. (Lakshmana?)
Perhaps SitA PiraaTTi would have had such a state of mind seeing Lord Raama
from her palace. May be He is testing Parakala nayaki- if She is falling love
with the other one or the Him? He came in the front and His companion behind.
He stood in front of me.
The curly black long tresses;
the lovely ear studs that hang out till the neck;
the strong shoulders
and those lotus like palms;
the red lotus flowers were everywhere; right upto His lotus feet.
The limbs and the tresses and those red lotus like palms, mouth, the
Pair of eyes; lotus feet â were all mesmerizing me. Instead of falling in
love with Him, I performed anjali to Him considering Him as the very God
Himself. What could I do? The long cherished Parathvam and Lordship alone
surfaced and I forgot that He is my beloved nAyakan as well.
AzhwAr ThiruvaDigaLE SaraNam
Regards
Namo Narayana
dAsan
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