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3156:##
maNNaiyirundhu thuzhaavi*  'vaamanan maNNidhu' ennum,*
viNNaiththozhudhu avan mEvu*  vaigundham enRu gai kaattum,*
kaNNaiyuNNeer malga ninRu*  'kadalvaNNan' ennum annE!* en
peNNaip perumayal seydhaaRku*  en_seygEn pey vaLaiyeerE   (2)	4.4.1

1.  She, my girl, is sitting on the sands and is taking the sands from the
ground in her handful- claiming those sands were all dropped from His
Feet, when He took TrivikaramAvathAram. Due to Viragha thaapam, she feels
as if she is touching His Feet by touching the sands on the earth. She
look at the sky and pays obeisance to it. She tries to say that there His
Parama Padham exists in the sky but unable to even utter any words due to
her exertion of separation. She only shows with her finger.  After showing
the sky, she is so much remorse with tears, crying heavily whether she
will totally lose her enjoyment of seeing His Beautiful form.  She looks
at the Blue sky and shouts "kadal VaNNA!" (The one of Blue hued colour of
the sea!). The One who made my daughter so much crazy- How will I make Him
come here and How will she recover at all!.

3157:
peyvaLaik kaigaLaik kooppip*  'piraan_kidakkum kadal' ennum,*
seyyadhOr NYaayiRRaik kaattich*  'chireedharan moorththi eedhennum,*
naiyum kaNNeermalga ninRu*  'naaraNan' ennum_aNnNnE,* en
dheyva uruviR siRumaan*  seyginRadhu onRaRiyEnE.	4.4.2

2.  I am not able to understand my daughter.s actions. The so much
beautiful daughter of mine is even unable to utter NarayaNA and wiping her
continuos outpouring of  tears from her big, dark eyes. Finally she
manages to say amidst her sobs "narayaNA!" and exerts herself. She is
standing like an orphan in front of me (her mother). She is calling
Emperumaan as kadal VaNNan and languishes thinking of His dark, blue hued
Beautiful colour. Her bangles automatically fall off her hands (due to her
thinning down from languishing). She imagines the sea waves. noises and
says that is the ocean where NarayaNA is lying down. When the sun dawns in
the morning, she gets so much excited and shouts Hey! There is Emperumaan
Sridharan.s Beautiful Thirumugha maNdalam (face). I simply do not know
what to do with her.

3158:
aRiyum senN theeyaith thazhuvi*  'achchudhan' ennummeyvEvaaL,*
eRiyumthaN kaaRRaith thazhuvi*  'ennudaik gOvindhan' ennum,*
veRikoL thuzhaaymalar naaRum*  vinaiyudai yaattiyEn peRRa*
seRivaLai mun_kaich chiRumaan*  seyginRadhu en_kaNNukku onRE.	4.4.3

3.  Everyone (including the kid, if cautioned) knows that the fire can not
be touched and will burn the body. My crazy, mad girl is almost touching
the fire and says" AchuthA!" But nothing happens to her body. (SubrahmaNya
Bharathi says " TheekuL viralai vaitthaal, NandalaalA! Unnai theeNdum
inbham thOnrudhaiyA NandalaalA- When I put my finger inside the fire, it
gives me a feeling of touching You, NandalaalA- he is also a Great poet).
She hugs the cool chill breeze and says "My dear GovindhA!". Her body is
smelling with such Great Fragrance like ParimaLam and ThuLasi leaves. Even
when she laments for Emperumaan Sriman NarayaNan she smells so much
divine; But, the MahApaapi, I am, suffering and unable to solve her pangs
of pains. Her sufferings are countless; Her crazy actions are so many. I
have lost count.

3159:
onRiya thingaLaik kaatti*  'oLimaNi vaNNanE' ennum*
ninRa kunRaththinai nOkki*  'nedumaalE! vaa'enRu koovum,*
nanRu peyyum mazhai kaaNil*  'naaraNan vandhaan'enRu aalum,*
enRina maiyalgaL seydhaar*  ennudaik kOmaLaththaiyE.	4.4.4

4.  My daughter, when she looks at the Full Moon, she gets so excited and
shouts "NarayaNA!- The Most shining Lord of mine!". When she looks at the
Big mountain, she calls the mountain "NedumAlE!, Please come to me!". When
it rains she yells "hey! NarayaNan has come" and jumps with joy. My sweet,
lovely Beautiful daughter- why does He trouble her like this? What can I
do?.

3160:
kOmaLavaan _kanRaip pulgik*  'gOvindhan mEyththana' ennum,*
pOmiLa naagaththin pinpOy*  avan_kidakkai eedhennum,*
aamaLa vonRum aRiyEn*  aruvinai aattiyEn peRRa,*
kOmaLa valliyai maayOn*  maalseydhu seyginRa kooththE.	4.4.5

5.  When she hugs the healthy cute calves, she is so happy and tells these
calves were the ones taken care by KaNNan. My God! She literally touches
the running snake and says that is AdhsEshan and His bed. (It will bite,
kaNNE!- how to explain her, Lord!). I do not know what all she is going to
do and how am I take full care of her safety. He has deceived her and
allured her for being so much crazy after Him- Maayavan is He. Look, How
does she dance so vigorously longing for NarayanA!

3161:
kooththar kudameduththu aadil*  'gOvindhaNnaam' enaa Odum,*
vaayththa kuzhalOsai kEtkil*  'maayavan' enRu maiyaakkum,*
aaychchiyar veNNeygaL kaaNil*  avanunda veNNey eedhennum,*
pEychchi mulai suvaiththaarkku* en  peNkodi yERiya piththE!	4.4.6

6.  When she sees the street dancers, she runs behind them as says
"Govindhan is dancing". When she listens to the flute anywhere, she gets
into ecstasy and says "ahA! Kannan is playing flute!" and she gets into
the trance. When she someone carrying butter, she gets excited and says
this veNNai (butter) was eaten by my KaNNan and grabs it. Her madness
after KaNNan is beyond narration and is not proper to tell in public too.

3162:
ERiya piththinOdu* ellaa ulagum kaNNan padaippennum*
neeRu sevvEyidak kaaNil*  'nedumaal adiyaar' enROdum,*
naaRu thuzhaaymalar kaaNil*  naaraNan kaNNi eedhennum,*
thERiyum thERaadhu maayOn*  thiRaththanaLE ith thiruvE.	4.4.7

7.  When she is totally maddened by His thought, she tells all these
worlds were created by KrishNan only. When she sees someone with even
vubhUthi marks on their faces, vertically (Oordhva PuNdram) she calls them
as BhAgawathAs  of Sriman NarayaNA and runs behind them. When she looks at
fragrant thuLasi leaves, she gets into ecstasy.  She, (even when she is
clear and when she is NOT clear in her words as well ) always keeps
talking  about Emperumaan.s kalYANa guNAs.

3163:
thiruvudai mannaraik kaaNil*  'thirumaalaik kandEnE' ennum,*
uruvudai vaNNangaL kaaNil*  'ulagaLanthaan'enRu thuLLum,*
karuvudaith thEvilgaLellaam*  'kadalvaNNan kOyilE' ennum*
veruvilum veezhvilum OvaaL*  kaNNan kazhalgaL virumbumE.	4.4.8

8.  When she hears or sees the good kings without any blemishes, she says
"I have seen the Sriya: Pathi Sriman NarayaNan". When she looks at the
beautiful flowers, she yells, it is due to His Feet.s divine touch as
Trivikraman. Wherever she sees any temple or any statue, she calls all of
them as Emperumaan Kadal VaNNan.s temples. She also shouts adamantly that
the idol is her Lord SarvEshwaran NarayNan only. When she is normal and is
conscious of the surroundings and when she is in a trance and unclear as
well, she longs only for Sri KrishNan.s Lotus Feet alone. (there is also
an interesting ithIhyam about this mistaken identity of kings as Sriman
NarayaNan by Srimad NathamunigaL- Once when he saw chOlA king stepping on
the head of his servant and climbed on his elephant, Srimad Nathamuni went
into ecstasy and prostrated thinking that he is Sriman NarayaNan who
stepped on BrahmA.s head and boarded GarudA.  Also on another occasion,
when he saw a king with his queen, minister, and the servant, he went
behind them calling them as PerumAL.  SitAPiraatti, Ilaya PerumAL and
AnjanEYA. What an anubhavam! They are BhAgawathAs; they are great
devotees!)

3164:
virumbip pagavaraik kaaNil*  'viyalidam undaanE!' ennum,*
karumperu mEgangaL kaaNil*  'kaNNan' enRERap paRakkum,*
perumpula aanNirai kaaNil*  'piraanuLan' enRu pin_sellum,*
arumpeRal peNNinai maayOn*  alaRRi ayarppikkinRaanE!	4.4.9

9.  When may daughter sees the sannyaasis, she gets so excited and says
"Emperumaan is here and He is the One who ate everything and the entire
world!". When she looks at the dark, rainy clouds, she shouts "KaNNA!
Please come fast" and tries to fly to the clouds and raise her hands like
feathers. She has literally gone crazee! She runs behind the group of cows
telling that KaNNan will definitely be there. Oh Lord, what have You done
to my girl for getting so mad after You! She is crying heavily! (There is
yet another story about these dark clouds: At Chozha dEsam during RajEndra
Chozhan perios, there was one Thiruvaayk kulatthAzhwAr (an ardent bhakthA
of Sriman NarayaNA) who went to see the growth of his paddy fields during
the rainy season., saw the dark rainy clouds and went into ecstasy
thinking of Emperumaan.s Neela mEgha shyAmaLan.s colour and fainted.
Someone who passec by lifted him in his arms and carried him to his home
and scolded his people for allowing such an ardent bhakthA of NarayaNA to
go out during the rainy season (may be that happens to him often!))

3165:
ayarkkum suRRum paRRi nOkkum*   agalavE neeL nOkkuk koLLum,*
viyarkkum mazhaikkaN thuLumba*  vevvuyirk koLLum meysOrum,*
peyarththum' kaNNaa!' enRu pEsum,*  'perumaanE! vaa!'enRu koovum,*
mayalperuNG kaadhalen pEdhaikku*  en_seygEn valvinai yEnE!	4.4.10

10.  My beautiful darling daughter has become so mad after Him and faints
often thinking of Him always; She looks at everywhere without any clarity
like mad person. She always sweats heavily! She is full of tears in her
eyes and always sobs continuously. She sighs deeply and exerts herself
calling "KaNNA! Please come to me fast!". Alas! What can I do now? I am
not able to bear looking at my darling in this state. What mahA Paapam
(great sin) have I committed for seeing all these sufferings of my darling
daughter! (Similar to these feelings of dearest mother of Parangusa
Nayaki, Sri Bhagavadh Ramanujar uttered the same words when he saw
KooratthAzhwAn.s face with blinded eyes (due to ChoLA king who had ordered
to pluck the eyes of KooratthAzhwAn and Periyanambhi and Periyanambi.s
eyes were pierced and KUrEsar plucked his eyes by him self): "What Paapams
have I committed for seeing KooratthAzhwAn.s blinded eyes!" - this is
actually a comparison of Nampillai.)

3166:##
valvinai theerkkum kaNNanai*  vaNkurugoorch chadagOpan,*
sol vinaiyaal sonna paadal*  aayiraththuL ivai paththum,*
nalvinaiyenRu kaRpaargaL*  nalanidai vaigundham naNNi,*
tholvinai theera ellaarum * thozhudhezha veeRRiruppaarE. (2)	4.4.11

11.  Sri SadagOpar sang 1000 pAsurams about his bhakthi for KaNNapiraan
who removes all (irremovable) sins of even the highest order. Out of those
1000, readers of these 10 pAsurams, who consider them as the means to get
rid of their sins and karmAs will definitely get their sins ridden of;
They will ALSO reach Parama Padham, Sri Vaikuntam and stay there and
obtain all praises from everybody here and Srivaikuntam as well.



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